Lovechugs Inspiration

Today I got completely lost in another person's blog, a person that I've never met. But she totally inspired me, and as a result, I'm spitting out a different type of blog post. All my other blog posts highlight the exciting things in life, the positive milestones. There are lots of those moments, but to be honest, being a parent isn't always easy. The past week, I've been in a little funk. Nothing serious, the kind of funk we all experience. The kind where you can cry at the drop of a hat, but are perfectly fine an hour later. As I was stalking that other lady's blog, I came across this post, and I couldn't stop laughing. And I think it made me realize that I need to snap out of it, because even if parenting is challenging at times, it sure is rewarding and hilarious if you enjoy the moments.

The munchkin that typically occupies these blog posts is still doing well. He's funny and smart and opinionated and bossy...and extremely shy. I'm hesitant to even type the word 'shy' because the parenting sites tell me there is a negative stigma associated with that word and I should never label a child as "shy". They tell me I should use the word 'reserved' or 'private'. But why? What is wrong with being shy?

Cullen is very slow to warm up to people he does not know well. We went to a birthday party last weekend and he clung to me like a monkey until his friend from daycare arrived. And you know exactly who that reminded me of? ME. My shyness has improved with age and confidence, but it's still there, and it always will be. A few weeks ago, I would have pushed him to branch out. I would have felt embarrassed that he wasn't more friendly/social/comfortable. But recently I came to the realization that I was being unfair, that I need to accept every ounce of him, because he's perfect. And his shyness makes him my Cullen.

As I think about myself, I constantly wish...
I was more outgoing
I was more creative
I dared to be different
I lived in the moment
I didn't doubt myself so much
I was more spontaneous

But I'm me. And that isn't so bad. So maybe it's time I give myself a break and accept who I am as well. And enjoy every moment, because life is good. Especially when you're a mom.